Fire

آری، آری ، زندگی زیباست زندگی آتشگهی دیرنده پا برجاست گر بیفروزیش، رقص شعله اش در هر کران پیداست ورنه، خاموش است وخاموشی گناه ماست سیاوش کسرایی / / / / / Life is like fire, can burns forever. If we turn it on we can see flame dances from far away, other wise its dark and thats our fault.

Ma az khodayeem va be sooy khoda baz megardim.

ba nahayate taasof va taamol khabare zil ra be etelae hameye doostan mersanam:

Dooste gerami man, yavare shabhaye bekhabi, rabete man be doniaye kharej, behtarin doost baraye etlafe vaght be koma peyvast. Omid ast dooste gerami harche zoodtar halesh khoob shevad va be zeer zamine khaneye ma bargarde, ke hamana in doost tanha rabete sadigh va ba marame man bood ba doostane dige. doosti ke ahle gheibato dorooghgooye nabood khoodesh.

in dooste gerami ye sim boood, in sim ke az ye mosht sime koochektar va ye alame electrono poroton dorost shodeh bood, jash hesabi khili khalieee tooy ghalbe ma.
hich vaght nemishod kamboode baare manfi ro injoori tooy zendegi hess konam!

in sim e gerami sime cabel ma bood. hala dige tooy khoone na internet darim na t.v.
hala man be zoor majbooram tabdil besham be ey adame intelectual, az oonayeee ke film mian ke ma hich vaght t.v negah nemikonim va internet ham fagaht etlafe vaghteee.

be hamegan be sar shavad, be to be sar nemishavad
daghe to darad in delam, jaye degar nemishavad

Boose

gofte boodam ke agar boose dahi tobe konam

ke degarbare az ingoone khataha nakonam.

boose ra dado cho bardasht labash az labe man....

tobe kardam ke degar tobeye bija nakona

hala in che rabti be chee dare, shaer ham khabar nadare....

Rules and Minds

Some people follow the rules instead of thier mind:
They ask for your id even though they know you.

Some pepole pretend they follow the rules and thier minds:
For couple of minutes stare at you, stare at your id, still don't get it that it's not your id.

 
ye joke:

ghabl az inke joke ro begam lazeme az alan begam ke man in posto faghat daram be khatere rooy gole ye dooste khoob menvisam, ke zaaye nashee.
vagarne man sare ghoolam hastam, ke dars bekhoonimo  bazi nakonim!
maraam ro hal mekonid?

hala joke ma:
in jaryan kamelan vaghioee ha, hichgoone dakhlo sarfi toosh bekar narafteh shdoe: emrooz dashatim ba yeki  az bachehaye gol harf mezadim, raje be inke nazare mardom chiee age amrika ye hamleyee be iran bekone va ye taghirati bede....
 
dooste gerami farmood:

fekr kon amrika nirooye nezami biare tooy iran chee meshee: ye mosht pesare/dokhtare  blond, cheshm sabz va abi ba moohaye blond, va khoosh ghado heikale amrikayee bioftan tooy khiaboonhayea tehroon, che shavad tazeh koli ajnas va mashroobate amrikayee por meshee tooy bazar. bad shayadam adam shans biare va admao be onvane aseere jangi  bebaran amrika, va badam kare visaye adam dorost meshee. va dige safaaa

Mansour Nasiri weblog,  bam 7 month after earthquake

 

 

gharar nist ke eyki biad va naghshe naji ro  bazi kone, ama montazere etefagham!
ye etefagh ke mesazam va mesazanam
....
dobare shooridan, dobare shekoftan, dobare laghzidan, dobare aghazidan
 
Raghse mahaliam

GO GIRL

 
Ye alame kar daram,
be ghoole yeki az bacheha, bayad mesle boldozer beshinam sare karam, felan ta ye modat webgardi ro tatil elam mekonam.

Wish me luck

medoonid delam chee mekhad?
Tabe 40 dareje, ke az garmash tamame badanam besooze,
va az khomarish natoonam saram ra boland konam az rooy takht.

megam ghorbane khoda ke harchee bandehash havas mekone beheshoon nemidee.!!!!

dirooz eshgh be atash va garma dobare maro gerefteh bood, emrooz fahmidam che balaeyee sare khoodam ovordam!

khoda bede shafa!
( nadad ham eshkal nadareee! mesazim )
:)

 

Sounds familiar?
 
"An evil exists that threatens every man, woman and child of this great nation. We must take steps to insure our domestic security and protect our homeland".
Adolf Hitler, on the creation of the Gestapo [1922]

Deja Vu.... Sounds familiar to anyone?

Send By: R.S
 
 
 

YOUR TRIALS AND SORROWS DEVELOP YOU.
 
Whatever good or bad fortune comes your way,give it meaning and transform it into something of value.Trouble is the common denominator of living.It's the great equalizer of life.
 
Personal growth is the process of responding positively tochange.
All growth means change and change always involves risks,stepping from the known to the unknown.All of your growth depends on your activity.It only comes through continuous effort and struggle.
You'll have no development without effort.
Life chips and pounds you to bring out your possibilities.
 
She will strip you of wealth, humble your pride, humiliate your ambition, let you down from the ladder of fame,and discipline you in a thousand different ways,if she can develop a little character.Everything gives way to that.
 
Wealth is nothing, position is nothing, fame is nothing.
Who you become inside is everything.
What happens to you is not as importantas how you react to what happens.
 
 
2004 Written by: MotivationMentor
Send By: Chris Kollee


 

so dead.
 

Oh boy. Some people are soooooooooooooooo patient,
I know If I were in her shoes, I was  dead by now.
so dead.
 
How she can take that? i don't know.
Maybe thats the reason, I haven't gone through that path, with thsoe ppl yet.
 
you can't even imagine what i am talking about.
you can't!!!! believe me
 

Happy Birthday,
To one of my top 10 favourite things in the world:
ICE CREAM.

ok, i heard on tv that today was 100 birthday of ice cream, and they 've said the first ice creamed was  made in St. Louise.
I was sure that ice cream wasn't first made in Canada. 
 I remember my grandma used to tell me the story about how the very first ice cream was made. so instead of beliving t.v i checked internet to find  some more informations and the result : never believe t.v
The first Ice cream was made in 1649 in U.K
for more informations on icecream in North America check : Ice Cream History and Folklore.  By university of guelph.
Although this also doesn't seem very true,  they probably just consider Europe and North America.
 
man shakhsan takzib mekonam ke dorost kardaen bastani zeere sare englisi ha bashee,  harchand ke mesle bastani hamashoon yakhan ba hatan age khooshgelesheam bashan.
 
 

Tahala poost andakhtane derakhtan ro didid?
padideye jalebiee ke emrooz baraye avalin bar didam.
 


emrooz rooze khili khoobi boood
Crucible az dastam oftado nashkast,
camera ham az dastam oftado nashkast,
1000 kooze naftadeh beshkast
......

 

ye shere ghashang:
 
Maaim  ke asle shadi o kan-e ghamim
sarmayehee dadimo nahadastamim
 
pastimo bolandimo kamalimo kamim
ayeeneye zang khoordeho jame jamim
 
Khayam
 

 I was wondering why most weblogs are dark and disappointing.
This is not an answer but just a statistic.
Wish I knew what I could do.

Iiranian girls  sex appeal,  a way to questions the  goverment
or  simply Check Herald Tribute

By NICHOLAS D. KRISTOF

How Americans Found Friends in Iran, of All Places

And Their love for Iranian firends by Juan Cole, another article by Michael Smith, Defence Correspondent

 

Some words by NICHOLAS D. KRISTOF

There's a useful lesson here for George Bush's America as well as for the ayatollahs' Iran: when a religion is imposed on people, when a government tries too ostentatiously to put itself "under God," the effect is often not to prop up religious faith but to undermine it. Nothing is more lethal to religious faith than having self-righteous, intolerant politicians (who wince at nose studs) drag God into politics.

 
khili chasbid
 
Today I had a pizza, It looks like Pizza we used to have back home.
It taste and feel so good.
 
 

O, Lord
Please say hi to Mohammad and his wives and kids.

 
Got it? This is the translation of "salavat"!!!

 

 
When you are saying you are talking to me beacuse you have nothing else to do then
The only thing I can say is
good bye.
 
 
 
Bazi adamizad ha enghadr khoodeshoon ro be hemaghat mezanand ke adam hata monsaref meshe "ghabze jazebeye pardakht nashodash ro"  be oona bede.
 "Acetaminophen"
 
 
 
 

 
kashfe jadid:
vojdane man ba kare khalaf jala peida mekone.

labkhande piroozi ke bad az ye kare khalaf rooy labe adam meshine, metoone tamame asab khoord shodeye 3- 4 rooze pish ro az yadet bebare.

baba megoft, karam 98% ghalat bood,
oon 2% ra eshgh ast.


 

man an mahi hastam
 ke daria ra kenar mezanam
va khoodam, khoodam ra
tooy roghane tabe meandazam,
va be sedaye jelez velez kardane khoodam
ba deghat goosh medaham
 
va be sorkh shodaen khodam
ba vasvas negah mekonam
va in
haman ranje agahist.
 
mahi haye shade berke
be divanegi man mekhandand
va bazi ham deleshan baraye man emsoozad
mahi haye koochako shade berke.
 
kasi be majnoon boodane man shak nemikonad.
 
 
Rahaye Abi
 

Ottawa warns Iran on Kazemi
When others think about Internetconsorship in Iran, its so sweat.
July 17:
Last week, upon a request from the U.N. General Assembly, the International Court of Justice in the Hague, the Netherlands, issued its advisory opinion that the 140km long barrier under construction by Israel is illegal.....
 

yeki in fal ro baram ferestadeh:
jaleb bood:
 
davaye darde ashegh ra kasi koo sahl pendarad
ze fekr anan ke dar tadbire darmanand, DARMANAD
 
 cho mansoor az morad anan ke bardarand BARDARAND
 bedin dargah hafez ra cho mikhanand miranad
 
dar in hazrat cho moshtaghan niaz arand naz arand
 ke ba in dard agar dar bande darmanad, DARMANAD

khazaliat (2): ye chizi too mayey charandiat, hargoone ertebatesho ba sheikh khazal takzib mekonam.!!!! 
its Charandiat so don't bother reading it.
 
sardarde ghashang  mogheye ghalioon keshidan.
gofteh boodam man oonghadr ke ba ghalioon mast mesham ba mashroob nemisham? be in megan ye adame ( baraxe motejaded che meshod?)
 
S.S baram ye basteh dade , baraye tavalodam, bichare bache.
omidvaram ke dastbandesh pida shee, khatereye khili cuty bood va ghamnak. khial nadaram beram bsataro begiram.
 
Angel of hell dare ezdevaj mekone.  hamin ye mahe pish bood ke az panjare farar mekard, ke kasi nabine, ba kee koja boode. va hame moonde boodan angosht be dahan ke vaghti ye dokhtar va ye pesar varede khoone meshan, cheotur fagaht yeki  az khoone kharej shode?
oon pesar hanooz nemidoone ke jenabe angel chera bahash dige harf nemizane....
 
Lida jan zang zadeh bood, khabe mano dideh bood. :)
 
bacheha megoftand ke man 100% trustworthyam, complimente khili nice bood. dsteshoon dard nakone.
 
az dste Y khili hersam gereft. dafe 2 emailam ro javab nadade, kore boz. bekhatere hamin jenabe d.r y bood ke ma shoroo kardim be weblog neveisi, laaghal sababe kheir shod.  oon 2- 3 rooze aval ke dideh boodamesh, cheghadr hers khoordam, fekr konambishtarin herse omram bood!
 
emrooz tamame modat bahs sare fil ya khar bood,  3 be 1 be nafe khar haye aziz, ooni ke tak oftadeh bood bichare khili hersesh gerefteh bood, manam dashtam eb maman komak mekardam tooy ashpazi, ehsase olaghiat behem dast dad. az kalameye khar estefadeh nemikoanm.
 
jojoo ham pida shod, khoobe adam delkhooshihs be joojoo bashe na?
kolan delkhooshi chize khoobie, che be jojoo, che be shostane zarf, che be pida kardane sekeye 2 zari dar jooye khhiaboon.
 
emrooz ba Baaghaali mekhastim berim piade ravi, dasht baroon meioomad nam nam, chatr ro  bordam ke age shor shor shod baroon, tabdiol be mooshe abkeshideh nashim,  mekhsatam be Baaghaal shere sohrab ra neshoon bedam, zeere baran bayad raft, chatr ha ra bayd bast, zeere baran bayad raft. ama baaghaal jan  sher ro nemifahmid, manam goftam ya chatr ya man.! badam saramo keshidam paien o oomadam khoone,
baghaal shok shodeh bood ke man ingahdr sertegham.
 
bazi vaghta ke weblog bazi az adama ro mekhoonam,ehsas mekonam age chizi nanvisam sangin taree va in sher tooy maghzam meiad ke
ya sokhan danesteh gooy ey mardeh aghel ya khamoosh.
 
bad be khoodam deldari medam ke daram fagaht khateratam ro menvisam, mesle hamoon ye sali ke hich kasi adrese inja ro nadasht, fagaht yadegari az mavagheye aasab khoord shodegi, ya khooshhali. 
 
delam mekhst jaye Jandark boodam, khilijaleb meshod, ye bar ke dashtam ba babay-ham hal mekardam ye nedayee biado begee, boro folan kar ro bekon, dige lazem nabood fekr konam che ghalati bayad bekonam.
badesham tooy atish mesookhtam.
( daram fekr mekonam shebahatayee ham ba jandark dashtam, ham atish ham babay)
medoonid
hamishe dorane bachegim  tooyin fekr boodam ke chegahdr dardnake ke adam mesle jandark bemiree, fekr mekardam che joori memiree, va chegahdr tool mekeshee? hamishe delam mekahst, ke injoor adam dard ro ehsas nakoand.
bad ke khooneye ahmsaye atish gereft va.... fahmidam ke az dard nasookhtand, az kahfegi mordand. oon joori khili behtare.
badam khalam ye safhe dasht, fekr konam male Pink floyd bood, ye adami bood ke poshte lebasesh atish gerefteh bood va az oon var dasht ba ye aghaey mohtrame dige dast tekoon medad,
tooy oon dorane bachegi in axe khilibaram tarsnak bood, va hamash fekr mekardam ke in 2 ta adam che ehsasi darand va be chee fekr mekonand, oon yekiadame chetour ba in khoonsardi dare  be in baba dast medee?
 
....
 
in ghalioon ham chize khoobie ha
 
fekr mekonam ziad neveshtam dige, any ways mozooe digee yadam nemiad, in ghardash ham mekhad bekhabee....
 
shabe shoam ham khoosh
 
 
 
 
 
 

 
khazaliat (1): ye chizi too mayey charandiat, so don't bother reading it. 
 
dige delvapasi nist
dige faryad rasi nist,
dige kharo khashi nist.
asemoon abri shode,
 
mesle lakposht too khoodam ghayem shodam,
dige hich kas delamo nemibare
 
Fereidoon Foroughi
 
 
Shaer megee baba vel kon kharo khaso.
Mouj mege in ahangha male moghee ke adam ashegh bashee...
 
chizaye mohem tari hast tooy zendegi,

• inke jaryane zahra Kazemi che meshee, " Chegoone zan shodame aziz darmoorede dadgah tozih dade, fekr konam oonja boode) nasalamati khanoom karesh doroste,

medooni adam metoone karesh dorost  bashe ha!
 4-5 rooze akhbar dare dar mooredesh harf mezane,  az tazahorat tooy vancouver ta jenabe vazir.

• inke dar mamlekate gerami kee, chee goft, inke che kar metoonim bekonim ke behtar beshe vazemooon.
• inke kee raies jomhoor meshee, yeki az "khar "ha  ya " fil"ha, inke kodoomeshoon bishtar kharabkari mekonand...
•  inke  kee harfe u.n ra goosh nadade, va 20 sale ke gahrzasho be u.n  nadade.
• ..........................................

ye babaye megoft: na bekhatere chizhaye bozorg, balke be khatere chizhaye koochak, na bekhatere  ensanhaye donia, balke bekhatere dasthaye koochake to......

 

ghati kardam na? maskharast.

but who cares

 ta yeki, do hafteh dige dorost mesham...

 

I was looking for some iranian name, and I found 3 cool name for girls
 
?????
Atisheh
Fire
 
??????
Azarnoush/Azarnoosh/Azarnush
Name of a fire temple; Eternal fire;  Name of a female Sassanid general
( this is kinda scary though!)
 
?????????/ ????????
EstatirA = Statira/Stateira
 
Name of a King Darius III's daughter who married Alexander the Great,  who is known as Barsin; Also, name of Darius III's wife (Barsin's mother)
 
PAntehA

?
PAntehA/PAnteA/PontehA/PonteA = Ponti
Name of the wife of Kourosh's (Achaemenid) general (AryAsb); Strong, stable 

 
ParisAtis/Parysatis 
Name of Persian queen (King Darius II's wife, aka ProshAt); Fairy-like 
 
ProshAt
Name of Persian queen (King Darius II's wife, aka Parysatis); very happy
 
ProuskA
A Kurdish name
( any body knows wat does it mean?)

Guy names:
 
???????
Soshiant/Soshyant/Sushiant/Sushyant
The (final world) Savior
 
by the way did u know that:
 
?????
PezhmAn/PejmAn
Broken-hearted, sad
 
and
??????
PuzhmAn/PujmAn
Desire, wish 
 
http://cleo.lcs.psu.edu/boy_names.

Behtarin chizaey donia
 
1- torshi seer
2- kaalbaas arezoomaan, nooae tondesh
 3- shokolaat
4- rooye maast
5- doogh`
 6- bastani
7- khiaarshoor
8- ghotaab
9- bargeye holoo ke toosh shekar merizand esmesho yadam rafteh
10- aajil
 11- vishnufka
12- ye dooste khoob ke vaghti h`aaletoon gerfeteh ba 2 ta jomle betoone az deltangi daretoon biare. dar s`ooreat dar dastres naboodan ye dooste khoob, meetoonid list khorakiha ro ziad tar konid, ( be sharte anke betoonid tahayashoon ham bekonid vagarne h`aaletoon badtar meshe) va ya muzici . filmi, ketabi, naghaashi, sazi, aavaazi... bekhoonid.

Today's Lessons
 
1- If you used to dye your hair �n� times with �light blond� hair color and your hair would just get slightly lighter, in the way that nobody would have noticed it, don�t think the result might have been the same on �n+1� time.
(Other wise you would look as funny as me!, az ma goftan bood)

Don�t ask me what you might expect on "n+2" time!!!!!!  

 
2a- If you want to get along with some one who is some how important and has lots of self confidence, don�t treat him like a celebrity,  don�t respect him too much. 
 
Translation:
2b-Age yeki ke khili khoodesho ghabool dasht, mekhain tahviletoon begire, ziad tahvilesh nagirid!

Ta nemidanam koja



rah tanha hamcho parvaneh, be ATASH ha, jasooraneh paridan
game be tardid, dar rahe khatar baradashtan
bal va par, dar ghoreshe toofan zadan
del sepordan, asheghi kardan, be farda ha, naiandishidan ast.

meravam, meravam ta del separam, bar... nemidanam che ha
meravam ta benahayat,
ta... nemidanam koja
ta nemidanam che vaght, pay medaram be jan
ta nemidanam che gahdr, cheshm medoozam be rah
ta nemidanam chetour, raz megooyam be mah

ta nemidanam chera,

ah... ah



Thanx to Floura Piermani

Ala ya ayohalnas
agha aslan maloom hast inja che khabare?
ey ayohal nas ke webloge mano mekhoonid, shoma bayad doost bashid, na inke az posht khanjar bezanid,

baba in che vazieh?

ma hanooz in postemoon khoshk nashodeh bood, ke toosh neveshteh boodim ke chegadhr khale boodan khoob chiziee, ke chgahdr khahar zadeh dashtan khoobe, chegahdr nemate khoobie ke adam khodesho khale seda bezanee!...

ke ye ensane az khoda be khabari maro cheshm zad.
tebghe akharin akhbare saate 10:30 khahar-zadeh jane ma gom shodee. :(

age be fekre khahar zadeh jaen bichare nistid laaghal be fekre khale va mamanesh bashid....

shaer mege: bevafa haya kon, cheshm zadan ro raha kon.

be ghoole Arash baraye salamatie khahar-zadeye gerami salavat.
2 ta salavat ham baraey khale va mamanesh befrestid, az oon sefareshihash( az oonayee ke ala homa sali va salim dareee)

va salamo alikom

chehsme har keee ke maro cheshm mezanad koor

The gift
Usually getting a gift makes me very happy, especially if it is a surprise.
But when I found out an old firend who I haven�t talk to him for more than a year, send me some thing, I didn�t know how to react..

It makes me feel sad,
And speechless.
How persistence.
Is he still in love? I was hopping not any more.

I didn't know how to react..

Persian night in Wonderland

1- Couple of guys and grils were wearing Iranian flag, it just gives me a proud feeling. :)

2- There were ppl who were wearing a hat with Canadian maple leaf, a T-shirt of Manchester United or Brazilian national soccer team, and a neckless of Iranian map.!!!!

3- I saw couple of " hamvelayaties" who was with bikinies, or some guys who didn't wear a shirt, at the beginign i was kinda shock, I didn't think thats very proper way of dressing up.
And then I thought just beacuse those ppl speak farsi, it doesn't mean that they can't wear what they want, and thats not my job to interfer others life, jsut because we share the same history or....

3- The funniest thing was I missed listening to english conversations!!! almost every body I saw was talking in diffrent languages, from farsi to turkish and arabic, till spanish and some languges I didn't have any clue.

U know thats what I love about canada, ppl speak any langaouge but English!!!!!

ppl were wearing diffrent dresses from neckless to t-shirt that has map of thier countries or their flags, and from bikini to "chadore siah" (and I really couldn't underestand that how women can bear it wearing couple of black hejab on top of each other under that hot summer day, there was nothing wrong with wearing light color hejabs but nobody did that) i also saw a girl who was wearing black pans, and " mantoo" but she took off her " roosari" i was thiking if she doesn't belive why she is wearing it, and then i thougth maybe her dad or....

4- The saddest thing I saw was a 4-5 years old "hamvelayati" girl who her beautiful dark hair was dyed blond. When I looked at her mom, her hair was completely blond...

Mostly, what ever you think is what you feel.

When I was in middle school, my science teacher Mrs. Honarvar, told us our brian is the source of all feelings and emotions, not our hearts.



Pain
The other time my body was hurting so much, but when i couldn't find any source of pain, after few minetues i noticed that the pain was vanished.


Fear

I remember first time I went to "shahre bazi" I was in middel school, or elementry , and I closed my eyes when i entered to "Toonele vahshat" from that time shahre bazi wasn't my favourite place,
.. every time i ended up going to a ride my eyes were closed and I used to panic.
I didn't see any point why i should put my self in the situation to get scared.

on sunday it was " persian night" in Wonderland( ke hamoon shhare bazi khoodemoon bashee) and beacuse every body was insisiting too much, and i got a free ticket I decided to go.
It was time to get to rides, I was panicing just by look at those rides, and firends who have been there before told me that they have got very sick...
we've already had some food and that also made every thing worst.
Then i found out ihave only 2 choices, very politely appologise and just seat down and watch others, or try to believe that i can overcome my fears.
and I choosed secound one.
and the resualts was unbelivable, I got to the worst rides and I was almost the only one who was smiling and not hanging to those holders. I was almost the only one who was saying jokes and acting funny when we were upside down.

I think I tried too much to convinve my self to overcome my fears, cuz, after couple of rides I felt that those rides are getting boring and they are not amuzing enough...








well have u heard that joke:
ye rooz ye pesare dar ye shabe yakhbandan va khili sard ke hameja ghandil basteh bood,biroone khoone ash memoone, va tanha fekri ke be zehnesh merese ine ke be khoodesh talghin kone ke hava garme, shayd injoori az yahk zadan nejat pida kone.

farda sobh mardom jasadesh ro dame dare khoone pida mekonand, va pezeshke gahnooni elate marg ro garma zadegi elam mekone....

pesarane sadeh
ba baro bachs rafteh boodim biroon, pesara dar hale did zadane dokhtar ha boodand,
ke yeki az pesara roo kard be mano goft: mebini ma pesara chegadhr sadeim, ba che chizayee khooshhal meshim?

Tonight I turn back to the� atash� I used to be
In the middle of party I found myself talking about politics with Canadian gentlemen older than my dad.
people were understanding, and we were sharing almost the same point of view, they were my best conversations I had here. IT feels like I was talking in farsi .


An interesting saying:
If you enjoy the job you are doing then that�s not �work� that�s � Fun�.





Couple of worlds with Daria:
I was getting lots of compliment,, thanx
Bazam moghe ghaza khordan chaghoo az dastam oftado goft tatalaaaaaaagh! Daram record meshkoonam!

Emrooz tooy khiaboon Chesham baz bood, koli hal kardam!
Emrooz dar kol rooze khili bahali bood!
Thanx madar for farmayeshatet.

Tazegia moghe harf zadan be hame megam khalee,
Ma ro khale kardi,
Halite?
Cheshemoon ro baz kardi�
Halite?

Marde tanhaye shab jan:

Baba Sharmandeh nemoodid, razi be zahmat naboodim.
lotfan dafeye bad esme neveisandeye arjmande ro ham bezarid. :)

Vaghti shabihe super model ha ba panjeye paa va ba ghadamhay koochik harekat mekoni, hichkee fekresh ro ham nemikone ke kafe paat taaval zadeh va aslan nemitooni pat ro zamin bezari!

18 TEER GERAMI BAAD




PAYANDEH IRAN

A Rephrase:


Once I said I can easilly have crash on guys who are "wearing the mask" of having phd from a good university and even if they are younger than me in that case I won't mind.


mmm , well i jsut wanted to rephrase it: 11 years old might be too young for me.

I remember


It was 16 years ago.
I can clearly remember that day:
My dad was seating on sofa and looking at newspaper, he was shocked and said loudly : Amrican navy explode our passenger aeroplane.
I couldn�t believe that. I checked the newspaper, on the first page, with big fonts: 290 people died.
I remember those fonts.

And I remember I was thinking what if my parents were in that plane?

And I remember few years later I watched a documentary on tv: the commander of that navy vessel were awarded by George Bush, Senior.


I was thinking:
why Amrican wanted to kill our regular people? Why they should have send a navy all the way from U.S to explode our plane?
I had no answer.




I remember last year, in street of Toronto, near the Amrican embassy, I, my sister and hundred thousands of other people were shouting:

George Bush we know you, daddy was a killer too�..

Do you think....


If some one doesn�t have enough information do we suppose to take advantage of him/her?



Do you think if this is a survival rule:
Take advantage of people before they find the way to take advantage of you?
Isn't it like " kill enemy before they kill you"?
Are they the same thing?

Do you "believe" if thats a right thing to do?
Do you "do" that?

Being accused to be...

Tahala shodeh ke bardashtee ke atrafian nesbat be shoma darand daghighan ghotbe mokhalefie shakhsiate shoma bashee?

1971

Today we had compony: An old couple who were a far distance relatives and we were talking about how our great grand parents used to live, (that was how these relatives were related to us)
Then my sis asked my mom: mom, your grandma's name was Fathollah?

I want to break free.


I want to be strong enough so I won�t need anybody to help me stand up.
I don�t want to need anybody, not emotionally not physically.
I don�t want to be lonely with or without any one. And I will work hard on that.

And I will marry only if I fell in love, not because of my needs or fears�.
And that�s my promises on July 1 2004.


I still want to love everyone regardless�..

Being Lonely and being alone.


Khoorshid khanoom�s posts was very interesting. She talked about 3 subjects that I used to think about them a lot.
One of them which was about loneliness was an answer to my questions.


People usually think by getting married they can overcome their loneliness and can find some one to share their moments and make memories. But just after few months or few years, they will find out nothing have been changed, their partner is not the one who always understand them and welcome them and there is no living happily ever after.
Thus they will get board of their partners and will return to their lonely shell and become invisible again.
Later on according to their possibilities they will choose to accept their lonely life or have an affair or get marry with some one else or become homosexual, just to find some one who can always love and understand them.
And again after a few month or few years they will find out things are the same, no one can understand their true feeling...
And then they will start believing that there is no real love exists: Marriage will destroys love and even Rome and Juliet love each other cuz they didn�t live together�

The point is we want to take advantage of love to cover up our loneliness. But being lonely is not some thing that we can cover it by some one else�s help. It�s internal. We should learn how to teat ourselves, so we won�t feel unloved and lonely when we are by ourselves.

This is not true that there is no real love exists, and there is no one trust worthy to love. Its just love has different stages and sexual love (the love between 2 different sexes, or same sexes for homosexual people) is just one of the basic loves that we can experiences.


We can open our eyes to different sort of loves.


When we have some thing to love we are not lonely again.

Epicurean Atash


I want to Love every body, all humans�
Even if
their brain is not in their head skeleton.

I want to Love people with all their problems and worries. All their needs and believes, all their hatreds and affections, all their needs to be important and be the �number one�, all their selfishness and egos.
All their needs to be happy,
and all the ways they make to prove their individualities

Everybody in the world has a birthday, 365 days have been divided between 6 billiard people.
Every nation celebrate a day as a birthday .
Some people have firework on July first, Some have it on July 4th, Some don�t even have a celebration on April 2nd.
Everybody Love their flag, their national anthem, even if they don�t memorize it, they still love it, and miss it when they are far from their countries.

People are always the same, they all need love. They want to share their times with ones they like, regardless if they are sitting in front of their door in one of small villages of Kashan or if they are in an expensive boat, they still want to seat beside the one they like and just talk.


I know there is a big difference how much freedom people have in their lives, how easily they can express themselves. But still we all want love and appreciation, regardless of where we are and what we are able to do.